Wednesday, 22 July 2009

  • Newly Noticed 7/6/09

    Newly noticed

    [info]kaywettlin

    Some of the most attractive people I have met have a heart for God, the things I am most attracted to is how a man prays, and worships his creator.. It makes sense though. God is love- and love is a beautiful beautiful thing. Once you grab hold and expierence the love He has for us... It's almost impossible to not let his light shine in and through us! The ladies that God has strategically placed in my lfe that saturate themselves with the things of God you can tell just by meeting them... And hey are both physically and spiritually beautiful- their love for God makes them breathtaking. I mean we all take our "myspace posed facebook" pictures but to be honest it's what's in their hearts and what is beaming and pouring through their bones that makes me envy their hearts for God. Not their make up or vintage tees ... It encourages me to dig deeper and chase the things of God... To find the innermost contentment in His purpose and his plan for me! He makes all things new and all things beautiful.. Even me... In my messed up thinking. Only now I realize why I study and study the photos of my God seeking friends...

    Thinking it was comparing myself to them physically, but I reAlize it was me.. Trying to figure out what it is that makes them shine... And it's God. No doubt about it. These girls... And guys... Are endlessly beautiful. Find d God , you'll find that beAuty.


    Photoby: nateyaro


  • Studio 6/30/09

    I feel like I'm screaming in a studio but You are on the other side of this glass wall. Siting at the soundboard watching the levels house of yellow red and green.. From where I am .. I see me.. Standing in my messy studio. My plans maps music ands lyrics spread across the floor from one corner to the other. As you control the levels. As I'm off tune scatter brained and way of key wondering what is going on. You control the levels. As chaos goes on behind these mirrored walls surrounding me and sufficating me a soft sound sneaks it's way into my headphones .. Not a noise not a voice a peace.
    More like a sweet soft kiss... Reminding me that you haven't forsaken me.. In ever panic and note flaw that I make You control the levels. Feeling like you aren't real or that you aren't there- or feeling like you don't care that this is all a pathetic attempt to become this "perfect being" or to somehow have an answer for everything...makes sense with that peace comes through my headphones. I don't know everything I don't need to know anything all I need is to remember the previous tracks we've recorded and the albums completed this far. This mess of a track we just laid.... Might not make the top 40 charts -- but it's okay I'll save it on the ole itunes libraryand listen to it when I forget that You control the levels.

Friday, 12 January 2007

  • Gods pretty sweet..

    God is Good.
    Current mood: rejuvenated

    So about a 2 and a half months ago, I began this thing to host an Invisible Children Benefit Conert, and with answered prayers.. Hallelujah::

    2.an exclamation of "hallelujah!"
    3.a shout of joy, praise, or gratitude.
    4.a musical composition wholly or principally based upon the word "hallelujah."

     

    On March 3rd 2007 at Washtenaw Community College, in the Student Center Building "Garrett Cafe" there will be a screening of the Movie "invisible Children" at 5:00 this event is free

    On March 4th 2007 at The Shelter in Detroit, Michigan there will be the "Invisible Rock Show" seven dollar cover to raise awareness, and funds for the Invisible Children Foundation. at 7:00pm

     

    This proves, hard work, and prayers do pay off...

    God will honor anything that brings him Glory-- through this screening and concert, I pray that people come to the knowledge of Jesus Christ. I truly believe that these events will change lives.

    **

    A little spit spat update... I started School, and I love it, I still work @ Eagan Orthodontics, and I love it, Lifetime Fitness starts in February for me, and I LOVE IT! :) Some dont get my aspirations/logic in working so hard so much. In talking with my mom, it comes to this. NOT THAT THIS IS RIGHT but, I grew up with a hardworking mom that would work 4jobs if neccesary to do what she has to do to take care of Julian and I. For me, I will do whatever I have to do, to complete a task at hand ie; paying for bills, school, extra money, whatever. Thats what I grew up watching, and I folowed in those steps. I hate having the idea in my head that someone other than God; holds the stability of my emotions, relationships, or finances. I refuse to blame others for the outcomes of my life. I choose to be a hard working busy body.. not being overwhlemed, but satisfied in knowing who i am and who i am to become. so there!  All in all..mama kim, left me with this.

    "A Bear Approached a frog and said, I dont get it, why do you sit on lilley pads all day?! Why don't you scratch your back against a tree? The frog replied ' I don't need to,' The bear was completely confused, and said 'Its unnattural, weird, I dont have to sit on lilley pads all day! And I do just fine'. The frog said " Scratching your back on trees if what you do.. It does me no good to do that! Its a waste of time!. Sitting on lilley pads, is what I do. You don thave to understand, you just have to respect and accept the fact that.. it's what I do."

Friday, 08 December 2006

  • love

    Comes around.. everyday.

     

     A love for a new kind of food,

    A love for new friends

    A love for God

    A love for hope

     A love for LOVE

    A love for a song, a movie, a book, a hobby.

     

    love always.

Saturday, 07 October 2006

  • Preach it Preeeecha!!!

    okay.. so ive spent the past few days.. sitting trying to analyze a dream i had ..i wish Joseph was around right now to interpret... anyways..

    im in a publie area..like the Silverdome or so.. and im just stansing there.. talking to my friends.. when an unidentified boy comes up to me and says "Your note came one day too late."-- This was said in a kind of.. sarcastic bitter tone. Like we both loved each other.. but i didnt tell him I loved him back in time....? The problem with this story is.. I've been single for 20years.. so its not a situation happening- or that has hapened. So.. if anyone has any ideas.. that would be lovely. (haha)

    NEXT-O-

    Sarah taught me to knit..its making me very upset.

    Next!

    Um.. so seriously..have you ever realized how selfish people are? No lie..It is pretty discusting..

    self..ish.. /..s..lf..../ [sel-fish]
    ..adjective
    1. devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others.
    2. characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.

    Um.. ill be honest.. thats me.

    Its funny when you spend most of your time singing worship song like "I give you every part of me, the song i sing this breath I breathe." And expect God not to do anything.. --ask and you WILL recieve..-- so Why do we get all bent outta shape? ANYways..
    Since the dawn of time.. Ive said "I'm so excited for Hillsong College.." and rightfully so.. for the right reasons.. but lately.. watching other peoples dreams come alive and doors of opportunities open.. I can't be happy because SELFISHLY I am jealous that my time is not "now". What the funny thing is.. is that I am not going to Australia for me! Think about it.. I am flying 9474 miles to be a selfless-servant for God...to have no selfish ambitions, and to be surrounded by people doing the samme thing. THATS funny to me.. SO! Since Im going to do that.. i guess this is the warm up round.

    Believe it or not.. you aren't on this earth..for you-- HA! emagine that..

    We should be able to support and encourage those around us to achieve and chance their goals and dreams without negative attitude that our dreams aer still in the making..
    (Random analogy)
    Jet's pizza.. in my personal opinion is the best pizza ever.. and it is a glorious thing.. BUT when you rush the guys that make it.. you order it and thing its going to be amazing..when all in all you get your pizza and everyhting is all melty off the side of the box and the majority of the pizza is uncooked dough. Then youre upset.. and now what?.. You have yourself a pretty big let down.

    Not too sure if that was a good analogy..but you get the idea.. Dont rush God.. or his plans for you. He will never give you more than you cna handle... but if you take your way of thinking and try and place it above HIS.. than he just may give you what you have been asking for..and the next thing ya know...there is too much on your plate.

    Matthew 25:21 "....Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.."

    If we are never content with the blessings God has given us now.. how can we expect him to give us more?

    Harvey Carey--(no not harey carey) Preached at Northridge this past wednesday.. and he pretty much said.. you dont like your job? Well get a new one... BUT.. if you can't get a new one.. what do you hve to do? You have to take care of what you gotta do.. So..your life sucks.. jobless homeles..lonely--WHATEVER... what are you going to do about it?? Are you seriously going to sit there and complain about it forever? Praise God for the life you have.. the fact that you arent in a wheelchair, or blind or sick!! Selfishness causes us to forget these simple gifts Gods given.. so.

    wow.. You would think i went to bible college or sometihng..

    (haha) have a great day guys.. if anyone has my moms email or phone number..call her..its her Birfday!
    ACharmingAffair@aol.com :)

    leave your name.. and a subject line- cause it might freak her out.. 
    Currently Listening
    You Can't Trust a Ladder
    By The Myriad
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Monday, 02 October 2006

  • ok...

    so im going to blog tonight.. and.. i realize that not too many people read it ..so im not holding anything back.  ready?

    okay.


    Today was choir rehersals and i went up for "Joyful Joyful" again..  and it was horrible.. and for some reason for the remaining time of practice i was crying uncontrollably- for whatever reason.. i thought this was a great idea. SO anyways.. my question is: Why would God put a passion so strong in your heart, and not give you the talent or tools to accomplish that goal. Honestly as anyone who knows me knows.. Hillsong leadership college has been on my heart for the past6years... and im set for August 08 to go there.. there is such doubt about it inside.. no lie.. im terrified.. I have people that are one of the extreme or the other.. people that think i will go and that its a great iea..and others that are just like..yeah whatever youll never make it. --someitmes i just wanna hit those people right in the mouth. I undersand being smart about certain situations and learning the culture and being prepared..but seriously..what happend to faith? The deciples.. umm..tey didnt have time to work, clean up the house..get a nanny and send their kids off to college, and become financially stable before they got up, and followed christ.. why do i? Why is there so much "logic" involved and why am i allowing it to alter the way i respond and the things that i do? The doubt that consumed my heart today was unlike anything else.. if I can't make a worship team- or even sing a song ive known since i was 6-including practcing it for the past 2weeks--what makes me think i am ready for Australia? What makes me better or "more qualified" or "more deserving" or hard working than anyone else?? When does hard work finnally pay off? Does it ever? Is there ever really an end to this race? Always striving to be better, skinnier, more popular, more "holy", more "emo", less predictable, less selfish, less annoyed, less offended.  honestly. God says.."this is where you are supposed to be".  but gives you no time slot to place it in your life... If He woul just let me know that.. hey 2010 youll be in sydney australia.. singin your song and dating your future husband..that would be great.

    wouldnt it?    would it?

    danny black poses the question..would you want to know the rest of your life lived out in detail? in all honesty.. no i wouldnt at all.. you would cary yourself different100% the things of the "now" would become irrelevant and unimportant..but just a light..a little hint.. could i just get SOME light shed on the situation?

    "being single"
    Always blogged about as being a negative.. heres an upside. I dont wanna be someone who is just in a relationship to say that I'm "In a relationship" how big of a waste of time is that? seriously its exausting and its robbing you and your significant other from the things God has planned. To "settle" or to have a "default" boy (girl) in your life..jsut so you dont fill that void..is strictly temporary. God is the only one that can fill that void. Filling like "Damaged goods" should be a thing of the past if we are walking in Christ.He takes away all of the shame and guilt..but only if you let him.  If you continue to walk in the sin you set yourself in.. it will find out you and you will be humbled.

    Im not sure where any of this is going..all i know is that it is super super late.
    so i hope this inspired, enocuraged, empowered you all..and also gave you some possible advice to share my way..

    thanks for caring




    or @ least pretending to.

Tuesday, 26 September 2006

  • No Big Deal

    Just the most fun ive had in a while! man..britni and nathanels wedding.. highlights include:

    Them walking in to "Yeah"-By: Usher and Ludacris.  halarious

    Dancing like that for the first time since senior prom. CRAZYNESS No lie

    I got to see Rob & Rick Guttersohn  for the first time in years..and it was lovely.

    And of course..the amazing company of my girlie girls and hunk-a- guys lookin friggin hot @ the wedding!

     

    Man im lucky i have cute friends.

     

    anyways.. things are going well.. i've ordered my laptop--and im pretty excited about it:) i got the white one..not the black one :( --oh well still super sweet.

    um... northridge is goin really really well.. im so happy to be there.. honestly its a blessing. I am in "round 2" of trying out for the praise team and being a part of "the glory of christmas". Ive met some great people through the ridge- Jess, Leon, Melissa, Nick, Ray Ray, Cait the craptastic, Mark, Kristy Krunch, Kristy Kurts, Im thankful for these lovelies bein in my life. really.

    Last night was great. Carla, Amanda, Candice, Ashley, Rachel & her guy (sorry i forgot your name) and ... tom... Went and saw the Myriad.. It was a glorious show.. honestly they have gotten sooo soo good. mm..tasty. ..Whatelse? umm. We went to starbucks with the guys got em some "land before time" vitamin C tablets cause they cant seem to stay healthy on the road- while Jason, Leon and preston played "boy time." I learned how to swing dance! Don't test me! I'm pretty freakin sweet. haha Came home to corndogs and went to bed. no lie i was exausted.

    I love you guys.. have a wonderful day-- its beautiful outside. Tonight: Jacets  @ The Blind Pig + a bible study @ Concordia University... 9:30  take your pick..either one will be fabulous. :)

    Currently Listening
    Diary of a Psalmist
    By Marvin Sapp
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Wednesday, 20 September 2006

  • so

    Wow.. so funny how things happen in life... one minute you are certain about your futer.. and the other.. your stuck asknig yourself "is this wehre i need to be?"

    How do the people in our lives get here? Is it chance or devine appointment?

    Why do people leave our lives?

    If they dont stick around, are they really worth keeping?

    If theres doubt in a relationship-- is it meant to be at all- or are there "stages you go through?"

    Would you tell the truth to a friend even if you knew it would hurt, harm or offend them?

    Is negative advice nessesary?

    Why do we get offended when someone corrects us? Why cant we take what they say for "heart value" and stop being so defensive?

    Why do we take the defensive all the time? We often read far into situations or circumstances to fight with someone over who "deserves" the pitty card.

    Why so we strive to be the victim in every situation? Our pain-struggle-or situation HAS to always be bigger than someone elses.

    Why are we so selfish? We talk about our problems but rarely listen to others'.   hmm..

     

    I dont really know what Im thinknig about except for there are so many questions racing through my head. so- hm.. i just wanted to see what you all my myspace friends and real friends have to say.

Thursday, 07 September 2006

  •  

    I just watched a DVD of Mary Alessi "more" -- a gospel/contemporary Christian artist (Martha Muzzini's twin sister actually).  and there is a part on it that is phenomenal it said..

    when Moses was told to go to the sea and that it was going to be split open and they were to walk across dry land- he was like "tell me what to do! and ill do it..blah blah blah.."  the truth is... God just needed him to be in the right place at the right time. Moses didnt have to part the waters or pray down heaven- or even fast for 60days to find his "purpose driven life." He lived his purose, so that was his life.--anyways.. All God asked him to do was hold his staff over the waters and they would be open.. if you can sit at a piano, if you can sing, if you can take that step of faith of even beliving God will take care of you... You do what you can do--and let God handle the big stuff!. whaaa?!?! wow.. that was so good to hear.. we always wanna "help" God... when.. in all actuality--seriously.. God can handle it. We run around "What to do! what to do! what to do?!?!!?" Gods just kinda chuckling.. and saying.. "Easy slugger... I got this."   I know i know-- easier said than done. but WHY!? I'm pretty sure that this building hasn't collapsed on me.. I'm pretty sure I'm breathing right now.. if Gods got these minute details under control.. not to mention the fact that the universe is in exsistence!!!! God knows what he is doing.

     

    Matthew 6:25-34

    25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?

    26"Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? 28And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?

    31"So do not worry, saying, `What shall we eat?' or `What shall we drink?' or `What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

    God is good.. and  he has not forgotten us. our names our on his heart and mind, day in and day out.

     

    Some encrouraging songs...

    "Nobody told me, the road would be easy, and I dont believe he's brought me this far to leave me."- Mary Mary

    "With my whole heart I will sing Your praise, You are mighty God, Great and Glorious, King of Kings you reign victorious!"- Mary Alessi

    "I know that faith is easy, when everything is going well, but will you still believe me, when your lifes a living hellAnd when all the things around you seem to quickly fade away
    There's just one thing I really want to know

    Will you let go? (I'll trust you, Lord)
    Will you stand on My word? (I'll trust you, Lord)
    Against all odds will you believe what I have said? (I'll trust You, Lord)
    What seems impossible ... (I'll trust You, Lord)
    Will you believe? (I'll trust You, Lord)
    Every promise that I made will you receive? (Yes, I will trust You, Lord)

    I know how bad it hurt you when that loved one's life came to an end
    And when they had to leave you, you said you'd never love again
    But will you trust that I can help you and I'll never turn away?
    Will you trust Me, child, no matter, come what may?

                                                          -Donnie McClurkin "I trust You Lord"

     

    Be encouraged.. I love you guys.

     

    karmen

Thursday, 04 May 2006

  • wooahhhh kim

    woah there.

    me and kim got in a little tiff tonight

    please make sure you make your point clear "what you meant isn't what you said" all the time.. holy goodness..dont go to sleep without resolving junk.. specially with sweet mamas like kim.


    Okay.. so what was my day?
    Woke up hexa late.. mm felt good. and what did i do?  read "Lady in waiting" for the majority of the day.. played music.. wrote a bit. Went to Kensington with Brett, Dave, Niki and Marc...awesome times.. (both handsd up: ITS MY BIRTHDAY!) HAHA.... too bad dairy queen was closed..what you dont know is.. Mcdonalds shake accompanied me on the drive home.. haha I WIN! Met some great people.. including one that we tried to fit in the trunk of a car.. i ferget your name.. dangit! and then.. Brian. and..rj?? jr? pj? i dunnoe.. bunches of others.. hm.

    Heres a recap of my readings today I hope you learn a little somethin..: Lady in Waiting- becoming Gods best while waiting for mr. right" the picture says jones kendall.. but its Jakie..

    "what is the difference between 'token commitment' and reckless abandonment?' to Jesus? Is your relationship with Jesus one of sacrifice or convenience?

    "incompleteness is not the result of being single, but of not being full of Jesus. Only the process of reckless abandonment to Jesus does any woman ever finnally  understand that, in Him she is complete. When two incomplete singles get marrie, their union will not make them complete. Their marraige will be simply two incomplete people trying to find completeness in one another" (GOOD STUFF!!!!)
       HOW TRUE IS THAT!??
         - i hear a lot.. blah blah blah.. "they complete me" no.  no no no. GOD is the only one that can complete you!!  They may "...complement you"
    cause what happens when you guys break up?! your all "incomplete again."
    I guess its easy for me.. single 19yrs and running.. (WOOT)  to say heck.. not to throw that "but they complete me" line around. But for real.. Gods the only one.. the book also says:
    " a woman not complete in Jesus will be a drain on her husband. Such a woman will expect her husband to fill the gap that only Jesus can fill."
    AMEN!
    Read Collosians 2:9-10(... For in Christ all fullnes....)


    woo.... i love it

    Also at Northridge on Sundays.. theres a series



    its awesome stuff too!
     Using movie lines like "Runaway Bride", "Mr. and Mrs. Smith" and " Walk the Line" iMarriage talks about things we can change to change our relationships...to grow them- the right way.. i dunnoe.. just good stuff all over and its a little late to blog it all..get the tape.. take the notes.. youll love it. lol

    um.. thats about it... ive been really good lately.. today I woke up to a dove chocolate bar.. complements of Brittney and Andys wedding shower.. tee hee hee.. i took 2.. YEAH I SAID IT!!!!
    sorry..   adn on the inside it said : "Write Down Your dreams". so.. i do what the candy says:

    Go to Australia
    Write-Record-and Perform a song live
    Write a book
    Go to Africa
    Adopt a child from---anywhere
    Travel EVERYWHERE (no reallly... everywhere..including Denmark with Brittney..one day... sigh*)
    Go to school for broadcasting..Minnesota? Specs? I dunnoe
    Mangage a band and Tour for a summer
    Meet the fimmakers of "Invisible Children
    Get my big tattoooooo... someplace..of some..thing.. meaningful. haha.. (i silly)




    okay thats it.. :) goodnight everyone.
    I dont work tomorrow again.. WOOT! SO i may kidnapp nikki and jaki.. hmm.. :)

    goo--night.

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